December 2011
41 posts
I thought we’d manage, but words unspoken...
I find myself falling into the same patterns and the same routine that I used to oh so dearly dread. Having my morning coffee along side the sun rise before I fall into bed, days without sleep causing my mind to act in a strange manor. Aloneness. A huge area of quietness and insanity, but to me - peace and solitude. I fell back into this realm of vulnerability and dreamy-like state of reality. I...
gensveryown asked: This isnt a question i just wanted to say,Your life seems so idk bad ass. Like you travel and shit that's something I've been wanting to do for the longest time, but I don't ever do it.
unknown-one asked: I simply adore you to the fullest Mister. :')
deanne-camille asked: I honestly love the sincerity of your writing.
dubyoshit asked: I simply just love reading everything that is on your blog :)
ayykristalkay asked: hello(; you're very cute! and i love your blogs also
Dear mystery lady,
I think about this almost ghost-like woman every night. There’s this one woman that I love, or rather I feel like I could possibly love, and that feeling never hit me in my life. It’s strange because we’ve never met, we’ve only spoken a few times, but our conversations were worth a life time. A short-sighted proximity infatuation. I highly doubt she thinks about me, but maybe...
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idkkendall asked: When are you releasing your book?
I don’t get it, I would hate to think I tricked them, they fall victim to my system - guess I sure know how to pick them. And I’m always her regret, and I always make it harder on whoever’s coming next. We hold hands while I pray she’s not the type to hold grudges. I’m wrong.
itsjohnguyen asked: Dear sir, your tumblr is quality. You express what's deep in your heart. I was able to go to page 30+ just reading all your posts. They're amazing.
liliesinwhite-deactivated201204 asked: I'm still waiting for at least one book of yours to get published and I'm getting quite impatient. Haha, I hope you're having a lovely Christmas and life's been treating you well.
Dear old friend,
“There’s some things that I wanted to say, because for a while life wasn’t going my way, then next thing I knew you were gone for good.”
It’s been about a year since I seen or spoke to you, out of the blue you just started to purposely avoid me. I focus on the subject late-night when I’m alone deep in the emptiness of my unnecessarily large hotel room or...
The woodier and older I become, how desperate I am to rid this cold part of me. Yet in life, my roots are revealed along the way. My journey of life only links me to my experience of darkness. I have one life map and any path I take, leads me back to that which I seek to flee. What memories I try to amputate, I fall to the ground, rot, go back into the earth, only to feed my sinful roots once...
a-momentofsilence asked: Hi. Just passing by to say I took a lot of comfort in seeing some of my own thoughts on loneliness and despair articulated so beautifully into your writing. Even though as I read on I realized that our lives are completely different, I could still relate to about 80% of what you wrote about. It made me feel connected to not only you as an author but humanity as well. Isn't that the mark of a...
27x7 asked: As much as you get this, I spent the last few hours reading and liking your posts. I'm sorry if it's a bit creepy. Honestly, it was such a mind-opening experience to see how much you've went through. You have a way with word to express and I would like to say thank you for these posts. For a person who's going through similar situations, it's really helping to acknowledge...
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This place is consuming me, my friend. My weekend home, my weeknight haunt. Another one for the tab, sir. Liquid fire consuming what’s left of my darkened soul. This place smells like blood, champagne and disappointment. A home for the wretched to forget about everything, to escape the harsh reality. Maybe drink away reality enough to remember our dreams. I used to have those, but they were...
“Watch me. Watch me,” he whimpers softly to the wind, a nearly silent plea that no living man can hear. A hint of desperation colors his tone, almost as if his heart itself relies heavily on some sort of response from the non-existent audience - come to watch the crazy man try to heal himself!
No response from the outside, but a whisper from within: a single crystal leaks from his eye...
soulamazinsteelblazin asked: I hold such great admiration for your taste in music and especially in writing. A man with substance and style. Quite rare. Kudos to you.
Dear my darling Darkness,
Are you so attached into the very fabric of my soul? can I not good a few days without your presence tainting my mind? I can tolerate the occasional struggle - I truly can. You’ve made me cold and dead inside. You’ve made me stronger than anyone should ever have to be. Death swirls all around me and I don’t even stop to mourn for those that are lost.
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WatchI’ll come and take your life away.
ayychowny asked: is the public able to purchase your book?
xo-carpenoctem asked: i love what you think about rain. your writing's amazing.
wolvesandclaws asked: As I'm sure you receive things like this often, I just felt the need to express my admiration for your writing. It is absolutely brilliant.
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It’s a hard and twisted bark of a laugh that escapes my throat. A staccato sound against the night. I stand in resistance of this darkness. It has overwhelmed me for far too long. The candles don’t seem to hold back the gloom anymore. The whispers reach into the depths of my mind and make it its home. They have come so far that often times I think I am the one responsible for thinking...
onemishyology asked: Truth: Your very handsome. I admire the little things about you. I think your pretty neat & creative. So, hats off to you. yours truly, Mish.
sharptongue asked: I've been meandering throughout your blog after having encountered your latest writing piece - and I just wanted to take this opportunity to let you know of how beautifully intricate of a person I find you to be. Thank you for being so inspirational.
balenciagaandmarijuana asked: Love everything I see, hear & read on your blog.
It’s raining again. Lovely, brilliant, wonderful, beautiful rain. I stand outside and light up a cigarette. Take a deep breath of this cancer stick of delight. It will kill me someday. It will make people give disapproving looks. Whatever. I am entranced by the rain. It’s ice cold redemption and it bathes my nerves in an unexplainable delight.
I feel a pair of eyes and I see someone...
Most people want to make a connection, they want...